Umbrella4UI dont wanna chud around at home but summer is so boring some times. I lowk wanna go back to school and hang with my friends
I feel like the people I meet and talk with or people related to me don’t find me someone to be around with like I try my best to let them be comfortable around me but no matter what I do they don’t care about me no one does and that lead me to a dark path that I’m still in. In my head I’m just wondering it if is better to just leave and not see anyone again because now I’m thinking about it that seems like the best option because none of me friends and family appreciate me being around
Should I talk to my parents about how I am struggling with school and social life?
i didn't actually get into my dream school. when the rejection letter hit back in march i completely panicked. my parents had already bought all the merch, posted it all over facebook, and called my whole extended family. for the first time in my life they were actually proud of me. i literally could not bring myself to break their hearts. so i photoshopped an acceptance letter. i forged a fake financial aid award packet. for four months straight i've been living a complete lie. my parents even paid my 'deposit' through a fake portal link i set up just to keep the act going. move in day is in three weeks. rigt now my family is throwing me a huge going-away party at my house, and i'm literally sitting in my car around the corner throwing up from pure anxiety because i have nowhere to go when september hits. im lost and dk what to do
i feel so unwanted everywhere i go i think all of my friends secretly hate me and just put up with me cuz they feel bad or dont wanna cause unessecary drama. i have no place in my friendgroup and i have no place in my home i dont belong anywhere im such a burden to everyone but i dont know what else to do.
how do you tell your parents you want to do something creative when they only see it as a hobby
how do you deal with a friend who competes with you over everything, even bad days
I came out to one friend this week and she just said okay and kept talking like normal. Best okay of my life.
anyone else feel not enough of either culture you're from. like you're standing in a doorway.
Apologized first for once. It was hard. We're okay now.
my art teacher held up my sketch as a good example and i wanted to disappear AND live forever
how do you make friends as a teen when everyone already has their groups locked in
staying in on a friday. i used to feel bad about it but tonight it just feels like rest
how do you stop comparing your behind-the-scenes to everyone else's highlight reel
how do i stop reading into every little thing my friends say. i replay conversations for days
faked being sick to skip a presentation and now i have to do it monday anyway. genius
I just need somewhere to say that today was heavy and I made it to the end of it anyway.
Just want to complain that PE class makes me want to disappear and no one understands why.
Started a journal like people online suggested and it actually helps. Sharing in case someone else needs the nudge.
how do you stop caring what people think when your whole brain is wired to care
my mom hugged me for no reason today and i had to pretend i had something in my eye
got left on read by someone i really like and now i'm composing entire novels in my head
im excited for avengers doomsday
Wore what I actually wanted to wear today instead of what's "safe." Felt like me.
everyone in class laughed at a joke i made and for a second i felt like i belonged there
reminder: you're allowed to be proud of stuff that seems small to everyone else
Some days "I got through it" is the whole win. Today was one of those.
Just need to vent that my little brother broke my headphones and my parents took his side. Again.
Just need to say my group chat is exhausting and I'm tired of pretending to laugh.
didn't do anything impressive today. got up, went to school, came home. counting it as a win.
my little sister drew our family and put me in the middle. didn't know i mattered that much to her
Signed up for art club even though none of my friends did. Walking in alone on Thursday. Wish me luck.
Said hi first to someone new today. They smiled. Tiny brave thing.
First time I said no to plans I didn't want to go to. No excuse, just no. Felt powerful.
How do you deal with a teacher who clearly doesn't like you?
How do you handle it when your parents compare you to your cousins all the time?
Looking for calming apps that are actually free, not the ones that lock everything behind a paywall.
i translate for my mom at every appointment. i'm 15. sometimes i just want to be the kid.
I work so hard and it's never the top grade and I'm tired of feeling like it's not enough.
